10 February 2017 0 Comments

The Unexpected Encounter

To be honest with you all, I haven’t really given Energy Vampires much thought. Maybe I’ve met a few in my lifetime and I always thought they were a bit amusing. That doesn’t mean I didn’t take the matter itself seriously, I just found the people who claimed they were such creatures … weird.

I know that Reptilians are the superlative experts in this field along with some other Alien types but I always felt that people who wanted to be a part of these groups, psychotic wannabes. The very fact they desire human vivaciousness or blood makes me wonder how their physiology and mindset work.

This particular topic is quite the surprise even to me only because before this encounter, it was totally out of my hemisphere. Sometimes the path we travel … has other plans. As my fiancée and I were to find out, on this particular adventure, we unknowingly encountered a self proclaimed “former” Energy vampire.

This particular man, who claimed to be a former energy vampire, stated he preyed upon women. Yet still, oddly he relished in revealing this bit of information to us and what was even stranger was the fact that he proclaimed he no longer did this dastardly deed and professed with even more vigor that he now through reparation, shows women how to protect themselves from someone like himself.

As he was talking to us or should I say me, I noticed that what he was really trying to sell was his grandiose abilities by letting me know that I was open and unprotected. Notice how my fiancée was left out of this scenario. I kind had this weird sense of penis envy right then and there because I knew this man preferred women or should I say vaginas. He was mentally reading me in his slightly perverted way and I almost literally felt hands on my breasts. 

Interestingly enough, I did feel a strong pressure on my chest where my pendant was hanging. My gut told me to wear it that morning for some unknown reason and as he was talking to me, I knew my instincts were right on the money. He couldn’t get past the necklace and my fiancée moved in closer to me because he suspected something wasn’t right.

I interrupted him and told him he was off, way off because I was protected. He knew that I was blocking him and my fiancee was getting pretty tired of his antics. I looked into his eyes and notice that his pupils were really small. I found this really odd. At that very moment I got the creeps and I could tell that my fiancée was uncomfortable. I mean, right in front of my fiancée, this guy was making a play for me.

Needless to say and in a hurry, we said our goodbyes.

So what do you do when someone tries to take your energy, making no excuses for what they are doing? You look them straight in the eye and with your mind; make it very clear you know exactly what they are doing. Once they know you know, they usually back off.

He commented that in the past he fed off his partners which made us wonder what happened to those poor women. What are the effects of living with a man like him? I think they probably lost their vigor, zest for life and became lethargic. Depression through isolation probably was a mainstay for those women. They probably aged as he thrived.

We did notice he was odd in a non-descript way. That should have been our first warning. Secondly, when he talked, his words were contrived, almost as if he was speaking from a script. I could tell that he used this particular spiel on a lot of women. Thirdly, we didn’t know him at all, basically just strangers off the street and he was speaking to us from a self proclaimed Sage’s point of view or I should really say he was speaking down to me and more as an equal to my fiancée.

I know one thing for sure, that particular day he went hungry.

 

4 December 2016 0 Comments

The Utah Experience – Granite and the Reptilian Constraint

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It’s not easy to explain my feelings about living in Utah these past 16 months. There where parts of Utah that I thoroughly enjoyed and yet most of the time, I felt overshadowed by something dark and ominous. It was a constant source of discomfort that didn’t let up until Utah was in my rear-view mirror. The day we left was the day I felt as if I was let out of prison. This is an extreme statement to make but for an Empath such as myself, oppression became a smothering monster camouflaged and hidden within the very neighborhood that was supposed to be my sanctuary.

It never occurred to me that granite was my kryptonite; I guess we learn what helps us along the way and what hinders us. It has a resonance to it that pulls in energy. I didn’t find any positive metaphysical properties to the Wasatch Mountains because I believe that Reptilians have taken over the Granite Mountain with multiple cave entrances nature made and human made. Also the Mormon Church has their records vault in Little Cottonwood canyon which I do believe plays a part in the strange vibration that comes off the mountain.  Don’t get me wrong, the Wasatch Mountains are a beautiful place, full of wildlife that thrive and great walking trails. But I could never put my finger on it, within the mountains, there was always something ominous watching, an awareness that was constant and formidable. As the months passed, I grew more weary of going for mountain drives or for that matter, going on hikes. I noticed that the entities and beings who had contacted me for years in New Mexico, where nowhere to be heard or seen. They seemed to vanish from my very consciousness without a trace. I didn’t know it back then but I know it now, I was held prisoner. The spiritual beings, dimensional teachers and Cryptids that were my friends weren’t allowed to come near me within the months that followed.

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Fortunately, the Dugway Beings were able to contact me within the first 2 months and I think the reason they could was because Dugway is far enough away from the Wasatch Mountains and the hold on me was just starting. Skinwalker ranch was also within the first couple of months and that is when Amadeus and Antioch contacted me. By April I was confined and couldn’t feel anything. I was starting to get very depressed.

The Reptilian presence in Sandy had slowly but surely blocked me from gaining any new information from any of my contacts. Slowly I had started to see glimpses of a Reptilian female that I had written about in another post. It didn’t occur to me that this female was a problem only because my experience with Reptilians had been from that point, very little.

The few things that I learned from my experience with this female Reptilian, helped me understand this group of beings better. First and probably the main objective for them in the beginning is isolating their victims.  It’s key for them because they like to slowly deplete the energy level of humans. This can be either for a food source or for keeping humans captive; it’s a vital first step. Second is blocking, almost shielding a person from any telepathic information, either in dream time or the waking state. Dreams become vague and sleep is disrupted almost as if you never slept at all. For example waking up was a chore at times and there were a few times when I stood up to go to the bathroom, I fell to the floor because I was so disoriented. As you can see, the third aspect of their agenda is to disorient their victim. I can’t tell you how many times I went into a room and forgot what I was in there for. I would pull out of the drive way and forget for a split second where I was going or which direction I should drive. I would forget simple grocery store items and end up getting things I didn’t need.

Mind manipulation played another role. I was sure at times that someone was watching the house. I was paranoid to the extreme and if someone looked at me strangely, I thought they were following me. I was grumpy and started arguments with Michael and interestingly enough, he was also starting to show some of the same signs that I had but in a milder fashion.

Thoughts would go through my head for instance that I needed to be on my own and that I wasn’t happy with Michael. He’s the love of my life so this in itself was a major wakeup call for me that led me realize that something was very wrong. In this case it was what I call a very serious Reptilian constraint quandary.

Depression was the fifth problem due to my low energy. Because I became isolated from my Spirit Guides and Cryptid friends from the blocking, they couldn’t help me or send any help my way. When a person’s energy is low, it is like a beacon signaling to all the other dark and ominous creatures to come in and feast. I had the incubus experience I wrote about in an earlier blog post that wouldn’t have happened with my normal range of energy.

For an Empath to become isolated, in some ways, is a fate worse than death. I would hear the humming in my ears at certain points become so loud it gave me multiple headaches. It was actually within the last 4 months living in Utah that I had ear problems. Michael did the ear candling for me twice and huge amounts of ear wax came out of both ears. I believe it was a physical result of being blocked and isolated for so long. Sound is important for an Empath and to become deaf to the ethereal world and dimensional realms is a huge shock to the system. What I took for granted within my scope of hearing is now my saving grace. I appreciate more than ever those who speak to me from the dimensional and magical realms.

The last two months I fought the female Reptilian and I focused on the things that were positive motivators in my life. Moving was a great motivation because it was Michael’s and my goal for a couple of years to be in Oregon. Focusing is one way to gain back energy. Replenishing what is being taken is vital and it’s one way of taking back your power and willfully standing your ground against such negative and manipulative energy.

Meditation of any form is great; I would take neighborhood walks or go to a park and focus on the moment. Being in the moment is a great way of starting back to square one and focusing on what matters, what makes you happy and those goals that are future gems. It’s all about keeping the innerself protected and blocking out those dark and negative beings from trying to take your essence.

In the end, getting to our goal was that much sweeter especially since we get to look out our windows and see tall pine trees, green grass and an inviting water fall in our back yard. We finally have a house that is truly our home and all our Cryptid friends, dimensional beings and spirit guardians are now free to visit and thank goodness …they do!

Next week read Michael’s thoughts on Utah.

6 May 2016 0 Comments

Reptilian Influence

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Part One

In October of last year I had a very unusual dream that seemed to encompass both this world and the ethereal realm. Most of my blog posts have been about the Greys and a few including the Nordics and Insectoids. This dream/memory I am going to share with you is one of the few Reptilian experiences that I can remember. The fact that it happened here in Utah doesn’t surprise me since there is a huge community living underground here extending through the Salt Lake valley and towards Dugway Proving Grounds.

But to put things in better perspective, let me go back and relay an experience I had in Salt Lake City, 9 or 10 years ago to set the stage. I was at a big convention center for a conference centered around a product that I sold called Nu Skin. The company is based in Provo, Utah and I came out to see firsthand their complete line of products besides the typical pep rallies. I must admit that I did find at the time a very weird energy at the conference and I found some of the people strange for a lack of a better word. Some of them just didn’t fit the typical profile of the entrepreneurial types walking around like myself.

Around the afternoon of the first day, I decided to go outside and walk around since I was tired of sitting and listening to the multitude of speakers lined up. Plus the large crowd was exhausting to navigate through and I’m not a crowd kind of gal. I started to walk towards the large Mormon temple and crossed the street by a big underground car garage. It had a strange energy to it but I thought, well, this is a new city that I’ve never been to before so maybe it was more me than the underground garage. As I was walking I saw a young man in a security guard uniform walk quickly towards me. He told me I needed to go immediately and to walk away from the underground parking garage. I saw a black SUV pull up around the same time he came over and impatiently told me I needed to leave. At first I thought he was being rude and I coldly asked him directions to shops and restaurants and he pointed towards another street. He left in a hurry and I crossed the street and started walking towards the direction he pointed to.

I know now that the SUV I saw could have been my down fall. I am sure at this point that there were Reptilians riding inside and that Security Guard … saved my life.

20 April 2016 0 Comments

Can Aliens be Possessed?

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Blurry image of nightmarish alien beings.

The fear that comes from the very word, possession conjures up memories of just about every possession type movie ever made. How many people wake up each day worried that something will take over their body? Probably not many, because as humans, we don’t live life thinking in terms of our bodies being possessed or fear the unthinkable … body snatching. It’s a made for movie problem, not so much a real life problem. But what happens to those few who have experienced possession? Are they ever the same or does the relationship between body and soul have a whole new meaning?

The body is the vessel that contains so much of our life experience here on earth. The library within is a complete anthology of who we are and it contains our evolution as souls. Our bodies are truly the vessels of experience because in order to complete multiple life cycles, I believe we need multiple bodies. Some may argue this statement but it’s one that I have come to understand as the truth. The human experience is so much more and I am forever grateful to God, our architect of life for the endless opportunity to learn and grow throughout the ages.

With the alien abductions I have experienced, I have learned that with my brain’s ability to contain information, it also can be so manipulated. Reality versus implants becomes muddy and permeable to what I think the truth is. Maybe what I remembered really didn’t happen or it did on a larger scale. After all these lifetimes, I wonder why my brain and body are still so vulnerable. But I got to thinking, what of that of Aliens? Can they be possessed like humans and would any other entity really even want to take over such an adversarial foe? Would it even be the same or is it really an earth based condition and one that only humans experience.

In the scheme of things, does the evolution of a species play a part in their vulnerability? Why are humans specific to earth plagued problems that come with the deluge of experiments, abductions and the subjugation of fallacious rule? Do Aliens experience what we do in their own communities or do they have an entirely different type of dynamics within their communities that places them in a different realm?

Do the various entities have procedures that dictate who they conquer, harass or manipulate? How is it, that mankind can be possessed and yet we never hear of Aliens such as Greys, Reptilian or the Tall Whites that succumb to the same problem? Do dark entities know instinctively who to manipulate and subjugate? If it happens, it’s a well kept secret at least from a human standpoint.

Wouldn’t it make sense to possess a more powerful species? Perhaps this is a dark secret that dark entities don’t want us to know about. With Aliens highly evolved minds, are they impervious to attacks and possession?

With our emotional strengths and weaknesses, we can overcome any adversity and yet call to ourselves the very darkness that we so detest by one emotion that serves no one, it’s called fear. It can blanket every aspect of a person’s day or night, taking over the sanity of their lives, creating a perilous existence. Fear seems to be the one thing that human beings carry within them that other species don’t. If fear is our Achilles heel, what would be so for other species? I really don’t think that we are so inferior as a species that we are the only ones being attacked and tormented by malevolent creatures. But I must admit, when I was in the company of Greys, it never entered my mind to ask this question. It wasn’t even on the back-burner for future encounters.

Can the idea of people following their religions be a beacon, that invisible marker that attracts these dark creatures? Religions in their many traditions tend to become the mediaries between humans and their divinity. The unfortunate consequence of letting someone else tell us what God wants us to know, is that it seats us at a disadvantage. Sometimes religion creates a disproportionate echelon that places people at the very bottom or more to the point leading them to believe that is their rightful place.

Adding to this question, I haven’t really heard of a Sasquatch, Dogman or other Cryptids becoming possessed but maybe this is because the archaic stories of old have somehow been lost through the forests of time, along with the creatures of old. Interestingly enough, with the paranormal activity connected to abductions, I wonder if the ethereal world beyond the veil has more to it than we can ever fathom. Maybe Aliens don’t become possessed because they are a part of the possession itself. So the question then becomes, who is worse, the demon or the Alien?

6 June 2015 0 Comments

Introducing, the Reptilian … Amaden

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This is the first of a series of drawings that I am sharing with all of you. Please note that if you wish to use this drawing, ask for my permission first.

This drawing is of a reptilian named Amaden. He came to my attention the first of the year and tried to keep some of the other contacts away from me. I didn’t understand why I hadn’t heard from Loekey or Debryon in quite awhile. This particular visitor decided he wanted all my attention but I wasn’t necessarily cooperating with him. I didn’t know what the problem was but I also wasn’t open to a new contact from anyone. Loekey and Debryon felt like a handful. I have also had another being come to me but I will tell you all more about him in due time.

Understand that I am open to these beings but that does not mean I let them take over my life or allow them to control any aspect of my psyche. This drawing is my interpretation of what Amaden looks like with artistic privilege thrown in. He is actually red through out his body but I put multiple colors in to help give him more definition when copied in black and white.

This will be the first in a series of 7 drawings I have done of each being. Comments are welcome or if anyone has seen something similar, please let me know.